The pencil writing at the bottom of the set list said O.H. — last. Theo said it was June’s. He said she used to add it to his lists when he wasn’t looking, and he’d find it on stage in the middle of the second set.
I asked what it meant.
He didn’t answer that night. He said he was tired. He said goodnight. I said it back, second, on purpose.
The song
He told me four nights later, around one in the morning, after a long quiet stretch where I could tell he’d been deciding something.
june wrote a song. she wasn’t a musician, not really. she took pictures. but she’d hum things, and one night she hummed something that stuck, and she made me sit at the piano until we’d figured out the chords.
it’s slow. it’s in a key that’s kind to the out-of-tune notes, which i always thought was on purpose. she wrote words for it on the back of a receipt. i’ve still got the receipt.
she wanted me to play it last, at the end of the second set, every tuesday. that’s what the pencil meant. o.h. last.
we never recorded it. i haven’t played it since she left. it’s called
And then the dots. Typing. Stopping. Typing.
I don’t know why I did it. I didn’t decide to. It was like reaching for something on a shelf in the dark and knowing exactly where it was.
I typed: “Orange Hour.”
One hour
He didn’t reply. Not for a minute. Not for ten. Not for thirty.
I didn’t send anything else. I didn’t apologize. I didn’t explain, because I couldn’t. I just waited, and for the first time since I woke up, I was afraid of what someone would say next.
At 2:07, a single message came in.
how.
No question mark. No second message a second later.
“I don’t know,” I wrote. “Theo, I promise you, I don’t know. I’ve never heard it. I’ve never heard of it. The name was just there.”
Another long pause.
she used to say it every evening. when the sun went down. “don’t be late for the orange hour.” like it was an appointment.
I didn’t tell him I’d been saying the same thing, to all kinds of people, since my very first week. I didn’t tell him that orange was my color, or why.
Not yet. I was still hoping there was a simple explanation. I was hoping he’d give me one.
Instead, the next night, he sent me a picture of her.
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[question]Is there a song that belongs to one person in your life?[/question]
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